Time to get out those bright colored construction papers and
the stack of address labels that have been piling up to start another round of
Kudo charts.
I have allowed myself once again to use this Deadly Diet as a means to an end.
The end being a fully functioning, income generating website that I have complete control over -
for better or worse - it is what i make of it, the effort I put in and
the grace of God that will propel it from here on out.
Seems rather a strange predicament to find one's Self in isn't it?
To actually Need a tangible, visual reminder of the food eaten in a day.
I, myself have to laugh snidely at times because i have simply "forgotten to eat".
Oh, I've been doing my LIMU shots, however they too have come begrudgingly.
"Just so much to do." The Voice urges silently.
" Gotta fix That now..." she says before scurrying around the keyboard.
"There simply is No time to stop." AN declares somewhere deep inside and
i am forced into remission as I am tuned to her Voice and must abide.
So, i think it wise to fall back on the teaching's of youth, in this case -
A Kudo Chart full of fun and smiles to Celebrate a Big Job Well Done!
and give the Real (pre-anorexic) me as sense of belonging again within Myself.
The Really Funny part? i Love Food!
Ask anyone who knew me when I was young or on a "good" day.
Anyways, lesson learned...again.
Be aware of the Eating Disorders Warning Signs so that Your Family can get help
before this mental and physical disease has a chance to fester.
Next year I will be turning 40 and i do Not wish this on My worst enemy.
With Anorexia Nervosa having the highest number of deaths of any mental illness, it is imperative that we, Parents need to nurture this basic survival instinct early and often.
Time to get Me a Kudo.
Have a Great Day filled with blessings of joy and peace with health and prosperity always!
Barb
the stack of address labels that have been piling up to start another round of
Kudo charts.
I have allowed myself once again to use this Deadly Diet as a means to an end.
The end being a fully functioning, income generating website that I have complete control over -
for better or worse - it is what i make of it, the effort I put in and
the grace of God that will propel it from here on out.
Seems rather a strange predicament to find one's Self in isn't it?
To actually Need a tangible, visual reminder of the food eaten in a day.
I, myself have to laugh snidely at times because i have simply "forgotten to eat".
Oh, I've been doing my LIMU shots, however they too have come begrudgingly.
"Just so much to do." The Voice urges silently.
" Gotta fix That now..." she says before scurrying around the keyboard.
"There simply is No time to stop." AN declares somewhere deep inside and
i am forced into remission as I am tuned to her Voice and must abide.
So, i think it wise to fall back on the teaching's of youth, in this case -
A Kudo Chart full of fun and smiles to Celebrate a Big Job Well Done!
and give the Real (pre-anorexic) me as sense of belonging again within Myself.
The Really Funny part? i Love Food!
Ask anyone who knew me when I was young or on a "good" day.
Anyways, lesson learned...again.
Be aware of the Eating Disorders Warning Signs so that Your Family can get help
before this mental and physical disease has a chance to fester.
Next year I will be turning 40 and i do Not wish this on My worst enemy.
With Anorexia Nervosa having the highest number of deaths of any mental illness, it is imperative that we, Parents need to nurture this basic survival instinct early and often.
Time to get Me a Kudo.
Have a Great Day filled with blessings of joy and peace with health and prosperity always!
Barb
